but why?

Dear Heavenly Father,
First, I want to thank you for being the best dad ever. I know you truly love me and care about me. I can see it in the way you take care of me. You blessed me with such an amazing husband who loves you first and then a beautiful daughter. I can't believe how blessed I am. From the house I live in, to the way you stretch every dime...thank you. Being your daughter is such a blessing.
Abba, Father, I know you can see my broken heart. I know you are morning with us. He is your creation. You knitted him inside me. But sometimes, right now, I wish I knew why he is gone? Why did this happen?
But here is what I do know. I know you love me. I know that you want the best for me and I know that you will bless the desires of my heart. I will trust in you. I won't lean on my own understanding. I will lean on you.
I know you know but I just want you to know that I'm just sad and that I miss him.
Thank you so much for the peace you have blessed Dan and I with. We know it is coming from you and we truly  appreciate it. Please keep it coming.
I love you. Thank you so much for being with me every moment. Your love is truly amazing and unfailing.
Love forever,
V

PS Dad, will you do me a favor? Kiss him goodnight for me. Please let him know how much I love him and that I miss him.